Monday, October 19, 2009


Today was a day of uninterrupted happiness. Well, maybe not complete happiness, for I doubt that is easy for anyone to find in life, but close to it. Much of the day was devoted to learning and practising my school captain speech. I was home alone today, which I strangely enjoyed, but i ventured out and went on an adventure to the Ashgrove Library in search of books to use for my sos assignment. The feeling of independantly being able to move oneself around and achieve medial tasks such as borrowing books from the library is highly satisfying.

I cannot explain the sudden elation I am currently feeling. So many stressful things are coming up, and I don't even have a particular reason for happiness. Prince Charming has yet to be found (I am beginning to doubt his existance), I haven't achieved anything worthy of a good mood, And yet, I am in one. I like it, it suits me.

Tomorrow is a scary day, but I am excited for it.
A year ago I couldn't have done this, I wasn't sure of myself then.
But I think I know myself better now, I have confidence.
I am comfortable with any result, because I know that up until this point, I have tried my hardest, and that now, the ball is out of my court. I have done my best.

I only hope I can stay positive in the weeks to come, although from experience, these blissful days have a habit of disappearing just as quickly and unexpectedly as they appeared. I will continue to hope, and to pray, however, that this time, they will stay a little bit longer.

Just another everyday fairytale,
Erin x


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